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Old Mar 16, 2012, 06:34 PM
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Originally Posted by FourRedheads View Post
Thanks again for all the support. It means so much and it is helping me get through today
I feel like I'm disappointing you all, because it does NOT feel good to have shared with T. Not at all. I know it's supposed to be healing but it is just hard.

Today I feel lost. I don't know what to do. I feel sorry for my kids. They deserve better than this. I don't have anything to give them.

That's all. Just lost.

This healing stuff is not a linear path, okay? It is a journey and one that will take you on many twists and turns . Honestly, if you said. "gee I feel perfect and have zero regrets about sharing..." I would think .

And as far as your children, they deserve a mother who is trying to heal , and trying to grow, and that is exactly what you are giving them!
Thanks for this!
CantExplain, FourRedheads