Im rapid cycling.

Up down up down up down. Multiple times a week, sometimes daily.

I'm in therapy 2x week. I'm on lexapro, topamax.

Today I caught a high for the first time in a while, and went on a spending spree. Then felt myself rapidly falling and took pain meds to compensate. Bad call, but it worked.

I'm fairly newly dx'd. Does this get easier? Tips? Advice? Hugs? Anything...please I'm so lost and confused.