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Originally Posted by Bitsandpieces
I don't know what I want :P Just think I might be wasting my time by not living at all.
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This is why I think depression.. I can also relate to this feeling completely.
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I do have friends, but I don't let them close enough, none of them know of my self harm, for one, and with them I always try to be exactly what they want.
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What would happen if you stop trying to be what they want, and start being who you are? Maybe your afraid to let people close, because you don't want them to leave or possibly because if you let them get close to you and they learn that you self harm they'll leave.. ?
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I'm sorry I'm being difficult, I'm really ambivalent and divided on all of this D: I guess I do deep down want a romantic relationship, but I don't even know where to start xD All of my past close relationships have been dysfunctional to say the least.
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You're not being difficult... I realize that it's hard..