I have had an EEG for the seizures and its just in my head. Not real seizures and that is what conversion disorder is. My art teacher is nice but she goes to this cult that has weird beliefs. She believes when I hallucinate I am seeing into different dimensions. I have talked to many people that say that artists starve to death. That is while the economy is perfectly strong. That is with the arm movement. When I am not depressed I like to draw and as I call it "starve." That is what I call art is starve because of the term starving artist. There are many cows out here. That is the main sound you here in the year 1812. We are 200 years behind the cities. In 2012 you don't see cows and horses used as transportation. Moo. I love my brother. Thank you for responding.