I know your parents are worried about you, can you talk to them about how you feel about this Dr? I too agree that you might need to find someone else or let this Dr. know how you feel, Just tell him. You don't like him not taking you serious. They do that a lot though I know my friends son was going though the same thing and finally he did get to go in the hospital and is getting his meds straight and the care he needed all along. I think sometimes it just takes a while. They just can't put everyone that says they need to go in hospital in as they would not have room for any one. We would all be there. ha! In the mean time just try to take good care of yourself the best you can by eating right and getting the rest you need etc.. Will be thinking of you and hoping you do get the help you need.