So I am really thinking that I have BPD. After researching for 5 hours, everything is becoming a little clearer. I really want to see a psychologist. The only problem is my parents won't pay. Is there any advice for me to take the next step? Any alternatives. Please help. I really just want to get better. I ruined my relationship with my parents and boyfriend and teachers because they all think I'm just to dramatic and I don't know what to say to them. Please help. Thank you.