Awww suga! Sure can relate lately. Let's hear it for stability and rest! Hmmm, ignoring things and feeling strong .... Are we strong because we can ignore things? Or does being able to ignore things make us feel strong? Personal recent thoughts... sometimes people think I am strong, because I seem to be able to ignore things. "Deal" with them. Except I don't. Really, I am weak, because they're not ignored out of "not getting to me", it's fear of them. Sometimes there are things we shouldn't ignore. Maybe strong is not what it seems. Sure can hear you on the emotions feeling messed up on these things.

You just moved recently, didn't you? That's always something that churns things up too...

I hope you are feeling well again really soon...