My clinic does have a 24 hour hotline if I should need it. One of the on call therapists at night knows me well and I know that if I should need her on Tuesdays or Thursday nights she's there for me. Wednesday night therapist is a children's therapist and talks in this tone of voice that annoys me. Monday night therapist always seems like I took her out of sex or something because she seems annoyed when I have to call. I don't call just to call either its always an emergency. During the day I know I can talk with Hilda she and I go way back so I know that I am covered I just can't seem to shake the feeling that I have been abandoned even though I know I haven't.

Jbug