((WelcomeToTheJungle))

I am sorry you are being unheard, unlistened to. But your parents are the ones who can help you as gms45 said. However,

"- I hear/see/feel/smell/taste things that no one else can
- i have special powers
- i see signs and significance in everything
- i sense things"

I think you are gifted in having the above. You are artistic, kind and sensitive. Often in Real Life, people who see beautiful things that others cannot are often ignored and ridiculed. To be able to see/feel/taste things that no one else can must be pretty amazing and "sensing things", and intuitive gift.

I pray you find the help you so desperately need. One thing I will caution you about is while you are taking Zoloft, stay off the alcohol. Zoloft and alcohol is highly dangerous. I had a close friend who wigged out when drinking alcohol while on this medication. She blacked out, went into a coma and died.

Ask your parents to accompany you to see a doctor. Please, please stay safe!

Jo