Aw...I just wrote about the same thing in my blog. I often question if I am lovable? I ask my husband why he loves me all the time. He just says I have a big heart, which is confusing because most people 'I feel' think I'm heartless. Why are people even my friend? Why do some people and family members cut and run, while others would never let me go no matter how ugly I get. I suppose they are the forgiving ones, or the ones that have been my friends for a long time and have never abandoned me, or make me feel abandoned by not calling or emailing me back etc. Or stuck with me through moves, and triplets. But why do they love me? And why are they my friends? I want to ask these questions all the time!