Hi lightningscar8.

Have you ever tried a self-help course to manage or overcome anorexia? Or alternatively, you could try doing therapy. Sometimes our mental problems are too big to treat on our own. Sometimes you need extra help.

Here are some examples of books that could help: http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_no...orexia&x=0&y=0

Sorry to hear you are struggling atm, I hope you get better in the future.