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Originally Posted by XSeleneX
St patricks day tomorrow and i want to drink...its also mine and my husbands anniversary we have decided to have a quite one and stay at home at lest that way there wont be anyone drinking around me
But i want to go and buy a bottle of something that i can have while we are in the house ...i know it wont do me any good but the more it comes nearer to the day the more i feel i want it
Havent been to an AA meeting in weeks ... am not really fallowing the program that well either i just do what every i want to do listen to who ever i want to listen too...nothing with set rules
Ella
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my sponsor once told me if i focused on the drink i would surely drink. i did.
another one-we drink because the dog died. we drink cause the dog lived.
imho, an AA meeting/go to. i don't know why fessing up at a meeting works but it works. probably because those before us can offer us positive solutions. on the other hand we can opt for more misery instead.
well said. thats alcohol calling you to take away what you've gained. it is a rapricious predator.
alcoholics or those who abuse alcohol "want it when we want it". we often don't wait til the miracle happens. we are like a child. king/queen baby.
i'm glad u posted, selene. part of you wants support. go to a meeting. it will reinforce your sobriety and remind you of where you came from.
hope this helps.
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