I am having a very anxious day. I put my desires to rebuild a relationship with my ex into writing, and sent it to her. She has yet to comment on how she feels about my desires, but did mention that she read it. I am trying to stay positive by telling myself she is thinking it over.... which to mean means I have a chance. Not knowing is really hard, and I am going to bury myself in a book. I hope everyone is having a better day than I am so far.