Dr. L has been irritated a few times, especially when I was really trying for it LOL. But mostly only in my messed up little imagination.

Once she was, and I don't remember why. I was upset, and then when I got to my car was *really* upset. I had sensed that she was really frustrated and then realized she'd "kicked me out" about 15 minutes early. I asked her about it and she admitted that she must have been, and would think about it.

**Trigger for SI****

Another time, I had done some fairly serious self-injury, and when asked, admitted it. Now, I had done it over 24 hours prior, and it was no acute emergency. She'd never reacted this way before. She insisted not only that if I did not go straight to the ER, she would call ERS, but also insisted that I leave immediately to do so. I felt that my state of mind was more of an emergency, and that I needed her help with this. I felt very hurt, and I'm not sure I ever really told her this. I may have been wrong but it still hurt.