I agree with Farmergirl.. T has been frustrated with me (from what I can precieve) the last session we had actually.. I think, more frustrated that I can't see that what he suggests (or other experts) in my are trying to suggest things that will help me.. and I am not convinced of that yet. I am fine with it, I have been frustrated with him too.. Normal part of a relationship I think. We will work it out on Monday, I think.