I know what you mean. If I am going to be this way my life am I worth it? My friends are getting tired of it too. I think I have lost a few friends. But whose is to say Im not worth it? How can they make that judgement, they can't and I know I want to change to be world everything the world can offer I might not be there now but I hope one day I will be. I know you will too. Everyone is worth it if you are trying to be worth it.