I think I mentioned in an earlier post that my t delivered what I felt to be a harsh comment when she compared one of my behaviors with that of my father. Consequently I have been focusing on that comment and now I have had a csa memory surface that I am not sure I want to deal with.
I don't know how to handle this with my t. I don't want to pay for an extra session just to confront her with this. I am not even sure if perhaps she wanted me to go in this direction. I must admit I was being quite obstinate with the fact that I am perfectly fine with all of my behaviors, positive or negative. Now I have to mull over this for two weeks, and I am concerned that more memories will surface. I considered emailing but I don't know how to express my feelings over this. I did journal my thoughts, but I will probably erase these.
Has anyone else had negative memories surface after a session with your t, and how did you handle it?
Thanks,
Bluemountains
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