Hey Ya all, thank you for your support. No
am not sure if I will have the back surgery yet. I am still debating wondering if it will make it better or worse. I still am walking and I would like to keep it that way. As for my pain Porcupine being worse, I don't see that. I think pain is pain and we have all done Our share of suffering. I am so sorry you all have to suffer too. I love this site so much and I love all of you too. 
(((HUGS)))