I don't feel like I can be honest with her...it's like no matter what I say, I end up feeling like I shouldn't have spoke up. The last time I tried to tell her what you suggested it made me shut down. This is what happen & please tell me if I'm overreacting.

I told her at the end of our session (about 3 weeks ago) that I felt like dying. I said I wouldn't do anything to myself, but this is how I feel. She replied...what do you want me to do about it. She asked this question in a way that made me feel like she didn't care. So I said nothing & she said you must have wanted me to do something because you told me. At that point I completely shut down. So the next session I told her she hurt my feelings & she replied I was only being honest...what can I do about it. I told her nothing I was just trying to be open. She still didn't get my point. Was I being too sensitive?

Another time we were talking about my cutting & she said I'm thinking of saying something you might not like & them she said..."well cut on then". She made that statement after me saying I don't know what will help me stop. I guess she's just brutally honest & I can't handle it.