Dear T-

So many years and yet I still get so needy. It frustrates me too. I worry that you will forget about me now that we have had to go back to phone sessions.

The dream I shared w/you was pretty awful. You will probably think I am angry with you. I don't think I am, just feeling emotionally ravenous and nothing will ever satisfy the need.

Hearing from you during the week, even those stingy 2-word emails, does help me get through the day, the week. I love you so much I know that when you pass on it will kill me. We are both getting older and I will lose you some day yet you won't discuss it.

I always want you in my life.