My T can push HARD. Very hard. And sometimes its just excruciating, because there are some topics I just do NOT want to discuss, even though I know I SHOULD in order to heal. And T pushes. On occassion I've yelled at her, "I do NOT want to talk about this!!" and she's all like, "We ARE going to talk about this!" So I tell her stuff I'd rather die than tell. But thankfully, I have been through this enough times with her that I KNOW she isn't going to hold anything against me, isn't going to desert me, isn't going to judge me or think badly for me. In fact, those sessions always seem to be the most productive and helpful, as frightening as they are.