Hello there. I always feel like anybody out there can do better than me at anything I do, so why even try. But, the basic answer is this: If you think you aren't worth it then you won't be, and if you do, and you try, then you will be. My middle school history teacher told me one time, that "you get out of life what you put into it". I have doubted this statement many times, but never was I able to deny it completely. Of course, life isn't fair, and I wouldn't say that people deserve or don't deserve anything, everything is just the way it is. We don't have the choice of who to be when we are born.