I had a professional that i had been seeing for years who knew all about me and prescribed my meds. A couple of years ago she switched my meds and abruptly left, no referal no nothing, left swinging in the wind. She came back and i went back to her and she apoligized for her absence, it was personal issues. I went to my particular self help meeting one night and ran into her there. we struck up a friendship which was facilitated by her first. we went to meetings and lunch and i said that i would get a different dr. because i valued the friendship, we had alot in common, alot. She insisted no, its ok, well obviously it wasnt because just recently she cut me off at the knees and ended everything, friendship and "find another dr". We had been friends for awhile and very recently went to lunch and did other things and this feels like it just came out of the blue. I am stupid and hurt.