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Originally Posted by Puzzle_
I am glad the Dx , has given you a bit of relief..
I often was ashamed, my friends since I could remember would ask me why I was so different after a period of time.... and I would have to hide it and make up excuses and I would feel lost, so lost as to why things were suddenly so different and why I couldnt relate to what was essentially myself. ....and it all felt like a bunch of random problems and I had no idea this even was an actual problem defined somewhere on paper.
The Dx. doesnt make it fun, or better or worse...its just ..well I finally know Im not just a random freak, I actually have a defined treatable problem.
Puzzle_ Puzzle_
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It makes me feel good to know it's treatable. Because the pain is causes is sometimes intolerable. And because people were diagnosing me with these illnesses that aren't very treatable and I thought I would have to live like this for the rest of my life. Right before I got diagnosed I was a wreck. I can't even explain the wreck. I can't even describe it. It was like I didn't even have a soul. Like someone had ripped it out of me. Like I owned nothing of my body. But I somehow still looked put together and people were so confused.