I won't let T push me. If she asks me something that I am not comfortable discussing I tell her no I won't talk about it. She says okay well if you decide you want to at some point let me know.

I've told her about my trust in the past was betrayed and that I decided I would no longer talk about this specific topic because of that. Every so often she mentions it and tells me how it can/does relate to something else in my life that we are/will be working on.

I also had a T push me when I was in treatment and I got up and walked out. She knows that as well and how I have a history of stopping therapy when being pushed.