It makes me feel good to know it's treatable. Because the pain is causes is sometimes intolerable. And because people were diagnosing me with these illnesses that aren't very treatable and I thought I would have to live like this for the rest of my life. Right before I got diagnosed I was a wreck. I can't even explain the wreck. I can't even describe it. It was like I didn't even have a soul. Like someone had ripped it out of me. Like I owned nothing of my body. But I somehow still looked put together and people were so confused.