Since my last hospitalization at the beginning of March I have been having reoccurant nightmares almost every night. Sometimes I have the nightmare two or three times a night. I dream I have a flying sickness that there is no cure for. This sickness is something I will die from. I keep flying into the air and falling to the ground. I fly faster and faster. I fly higher and higher. My body is covered in wounds from getting caught in tree branches and from crashing into buildings. The dreams always end with me flying so high that I die when I crash to the ground and I am jolted awake upon impact. My suicidal impulses have become stronger in the last three years even with medication. I am frightened of this powerful force that seems to be beyond my control sometimes. I am not sure how to stop these nightmares.