i am of indian origin. i have a middle class father who values my education, a career, and upper class lifestyle. he hated my going to the local school, with working class friends my mother is completely working class, has ocd, hoarding issues, cant organise herself at all, severe social anxiety, doesnt go out much. the two never bothered to make a stable identity for me. i now go to an elitist university in london studying english, dont fit in, and have locked myself away for years and tortured myself.

anyone with different class parents have this issue? any advice, as i feel so lost and belong nowhere, and my self-esteem is just so low. i have social anxiety and what i now think is personality issues because of all thispa