my T doen't usually push me very hard or at least i dont notice it.i do tent to react to the simplest things and am convinced she hates me without much pushing.she has pushed me a few times and it was like i was hit bu a tornado.i felt like i wasnt in controle at all and she was way scarey and it was very very hard.in the next sessions she would apologise and said i wasn't talking and that at the time she felt she really needed to know what was going on.it was hard and scarey