Trigger for mention of death






I don't see T until Friday which seems so far away right now. I just found out about a guy in his early 30s in my AA group that ended up drinking himself to death. He was gay, and I know he had big internalized homophobia issues that he just wouldn't look at. I feel so sad about this. It feels like watching what would have happened to me if I had been a little less lucky. I always thought something would click for him eventually, but I guess you don't get unlimited chances. What a waste.