I know I posted a bad post earlier about my now ex. And everything that I said was true, that is how I was feeling. I felt like I didn't want to live anymore, like I was worthless. Suicide was my option. But I overcame it. In a way, I'm a survivor. Sure, it is a small, insignificant part of the world around me, but I'm kind of proud of myself. I honestly didn't know if I would make it though the day, but I did. With your guys' help. Everyday is a constant struggle, and sometimes (like today) it is life or death. But I overcame suicide today. I'm stronger than a lot of people think. I dream of changing the world and because I was strong enough to throw the knife away, I can continue my dream. If anyone needs anything, I'm here for you, because you were here for me. I know that I'm going to have a lot of these days, and that my life is going to be hard. But I guess it's true. I AM living a story, and I will NOT give up; I CAN'T give up.

~Caitie Rae <3