I was taught growing up that masturbating was a sin. During the hardest time of my life (so far), I was all alone most of the time, depressed, suicidal, and was curious about girls, I was about 14 at the time. I knew nothing about females or the anatomy there of. So I began to do research, and that lead to me watching porn all night long, almost every night, but I didn't masturbate, I didn't know how to, in fact I didn't start masturbating til a few years ago despite watching porn often. I masturbate almost everyday now, and watch about an hour of porn a day. Not everyday but 4 or 5 times a week. I read about studies with men who have masturbating for long periods of time that when it comes to having sex with a real woman that they don't get the satisfaction that porn gives them and even the point of not being able to orgasm during real sex. I need to stop masturbating and watching porn. I don't know how. I need to watch porn, I feel like I need to. I don't know what to do. This is going to get me into trouble in the future.