Thanks to you all for being there for me. I still feel the hugs and you were very, very supportive, everone of you. I finally got out of the cockoo's nest. My doctor was very helpful and symphatic to what I was I was going through. He said he has seen it happen to other patient's and has even gone to the director of nursing.

I thought it was bad being yelled at by nurses when I needed medical care, but to have your psychiatrist treat you that way is unthinkable. I am glad you had the strength to dump him and your remark that "it isn't you" was very comforting, and it sure is true. He did finally work a good plan of meds for me. Have you ever heard of Provigil? It is a stimulant kind of like Ritalin. He has added that to the other drugs to enchance the others ones I guess while waiting for the antidepressnts to work.

I am in a search for a good therapist. To get through this depression would be so wonderful. I know a lot of you would agree with me. Jessica, your little note about the globe was so beautiful.

Thank you all for being there when I was falling apart. Now to get through the depression.

Thank you all

kk