nostalgic for her - well, it sounds like you're pining for someone gone? but, that could be me - I am a little (a lot?!) weird, and I am 60, so... i'm not exactly "people" - Soylent Green is people (sorry, that's my little joke around here, whenever there is a discussion about whether or not therapists are "people"). Anyway, I DO hope you stick around and hang out, it's made me a lot more comfortable around people, and I was never exactly shy. But I still needed it. PC helps at a deeper level, like therapy. It's great group therapy. Find some posters or threads you like, read the old posts, and you'll feel like you know them already.