Don't you just love it when you get an email from an ex and it's like, "Wow, the last year (since our breakup) has been the best of my life. I'm spending the summers abroad, have an amazing boyfriend, and am finally getting some recognition for my art!" I don't even know what to say. I don't think I'm going to respond. Me? I've felt like I could die the last year. I don't remember when I've had a year worse. Usually my sad periods come in 2-3 month chunks, this has been different. The sadness never goes away. I thought, maybe when the weather changes, no. Maybe when I can start exercising, no. Maybe when school starts/ends, no. I don't think I can respond. It will be too pathetic. I hate me.