I'm so sorry for the pain that you're in.

No, I wouldn't respond either. Is she aware of the difficult time you've had?

Have you seen a doctor for depression or sought any therapy? Forgive me for not knowing/remembering if you've stated it here before.

It sounds as if the depression starting from the relationship breakup has become its own "beast" in a way. I do understand that pain and wish you well.

There's many here that can relate and support.

((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))

Be safe,

KD