If talking is difficult, would it be easier to print out the tests and your post here and shot that to your parents? That would give you something to talk about ... Not just silent to fill.

If the doesn't seem like a good idea, you can talk with a teacher or school counselor. Your parents are going to see these falling grades before long anyway. The teacher or counselor can set up a meeting and all of you can discuss what's happening to you.

And what's happening sounds pretty scary. I'm sorry you're having to deal by yourself so far. Parents are best, but school can help you find the right way to talk to them.

Please write back and let us know what you think about doing this. Okay?

Roadie