I look at the scars and see what im missing. my past my coping skill my way of life. I heard that if you have a drug addiction that when you sober up you wish to do that drug one more time. Well my addiction cutting has gotten me thinking, i wish i could cut one more time. One more line on the arm, one more bloody rag on the floor, one more open sore to tend to, and one more chance to vent one more. I think of harming myself one more time. i know i wont do it one more time but still think about it.

thanks for listening.