Peridot, thank you so much. Your words are both encouraging and validating. I'm so very sorry that you were abused, and so horrifically. I am amazed that you are so well into healing and recovery. That is wonderful! You are so strong, and so compassionate. You give me hope.

I do have an appointment to see a psychiatrist, although it's a month away. I will get a referral from her to see a counselor/psychologist/therapist. Scheduling the appointment was one of the things that shook everything loose inside. A close friend of mine screwing up and crossing my bounderies was the triggering event that convinced me I need professional help. It's been like dominos....

Thank you again. And I welcome the hugs.