Thanks everyone for your input.. I do get that it probably would be a good idea to bring it up to T. I am not sure if I can or will. I did write it out in my journal tonight, and I do bring my journal to every session. So, hopefully I can work up the guts to let him read what I wrote. We've never talked about anyting sexual in nature at all.. and I am not sure if I want or can go there. I have a week to build the confidence I need..