I'm much, much more creative when I am not on meds...now that I am on a lower dose, my creativity is coming back and I am hoping to start a garden and I am making big plans on when I move out...this time, I don't want anything coming in between my dreams, including reality. Money is holding me back, but I am going to find a way to save up and get the things that I want, even if it takes a little while to do it.

Once my parents settle down from remodeling their kitchen, which was super fun to help and definitely creative, I am going to ask them if I can be their gardener if they pay for the flowers and I would be the laborer.