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Originally Posted by Anika
Meds kill motivation to paint, but not my ideas, that's all still intact. I do a lot of art stuff, but painting has been the worst since meds.
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It doesn't so much kill my ideas, as it just kinda waters them down. My motivation.. yes, kinda kills that too (which is probably why I don't take meds on the weekends) but it just seems my ideas don't have that.. bite.. to them. I just notice that when I'm all frenzied and crazy in the head, I get these really insane ideas that I listen to later, maybe when I'm medicated and say "whoa, I'm glad I recorded that.. cause I can't even THINK like that at the moment."
I dunno. It's really a small price to pay for being stable and being able to keep a job and stuff.