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Originally Posted by bluematador
I am on lower doses of medication now and it doesn't seem to effect my dark haunting creative work. I write, dance and make films. I am a student and my work has gotten better now that I am more stable. I am more focused and consistent. I am still on a high dose of cymbalta.
I take resperdal, cymbalta, topamax, depakote, and xanax, I thought my work was genius when I was manic but in reality my technical abilities were sporaric. I felt more mechanical when i was creating the work but it turned out dark and beautiful. My professors and my peers loved it.
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Very cool!
I have to say that I agree, my stuff is more thoughtfully put together when I'm medicated. It might not have QUITE the bite it might normally have. Sometimes I go off meds for a day or two and record stuff, then when I'm ON meds I take the ideas and work with them. Kinda get the best of both worlds. I did a bunch of stuff this weekend that has much potential I think.