I was to a doctor from 7 months, and no chance, I took Cipralex 2 months, then Cymbalta 2,5 months, Valdoxan, Cymbalta was good for Anxiety-iritability-agitation but no effect for Depression, I was very peacefull but very sad, I had severe Anhedonia, I was incapable to fell joy, nothing could make me happy, also no AD had effect for Depression.
I don`t know what is happening, for 3 years I am so, I took Clonazepam 4 years for Anxiety until last year, i heared that benzodiazepines can give depression, but is too bad.
I want comite suicide, I am black all day (. No emotions, nothing, no hope, all the docs say "aaa, nobody knows what is happening in your brain, is hard to say".
I didn`t know that depression is so black and take my life and all.