Oh, my.... your post could have nearly been written by me.

Believe me, you are not alone. I'm 33 and have changed so many times "what I want to be when I grow up". I have two kids, which is so stressful for me, sometimes. I lose things constantly, have a terrible time keeping appointments, paying the bills on time... now I'm responsible for their schedules as well as my own. It's... chaos.

They're happy. Thank gods. But I constantly feel so behind. So inadequate. I feel like a failure, and I know I am capable of so much more. If I could just... pull myself together.

I'm hoping my upcoming psyche appointment and inevitable new meds will help pull me out of this mess. I have GOT to be a functional human being, damnit. My family needs me...



*And yes... I have depression, too. Double-whammy.