*****possible si trigger******

Dear t:
I was so excited for our session tomorrow. I did a lot of writing and wrote out what I wanted to share and work on.

But today work was horrible. I like my job and what I get to do. I can't stand someone I have to work with. She plays the system and gets away with it every time. I am so angry with the whole situation. I tried to talk to my boss about it, but he doesn't care. I don't want to quit my job, but I don't have many options left. I have no one backing me and I feel so alone.

I haven't had si in almost 4 years, but it came roaring back tonight. I don't want to tell you about the si. I am afraid you'll push me onto meds. I know you should know...but...

I want to talk about the writing, but I feel so angry with work I almost feel the need to talk about that instead. I hate that work is constantly edging into every other part of my life. I wish we had more than 50 minutes tomorrow.