I'm sorry if I sounded flippant there, hon. Didn't mean to......this whole BP thing flummoxes me too.

TBH, I really thought for a while that I was developing early-onset dementia, but my pdoc doesn't believe so at all. He says all this stuff is part of the bipolar experience, so to speak. I'd like to believe that there's a reason for the complete and utter confusion I have sometimes---I'll find myself in a room and not have the foggiest idea of why I'm there, how I got in there, what day or time it is, or what the hell is going on around me. Then it goes away and I'm back to normal again.

Needless to say, I HATE that. I'm glad it's not dementia, but I'm not fond of the thought that it's r/t my BP either.