Life sometimes is like looking in a kaleidascope,
Colours are embracing yet a sense of no hope.
Noone can take away the inner turmoil posed,
Only I can ensure the negative doors are closed.

Loneliness is a scary place in which to be inhabiting,
Just longing for someone to be eternally loving.
Fear of loss and pain impedes all my relationships,
With that in mind my mood inevitably dips.

Please understand that all I want is normality,
But my negative behaviours drive me to insanity.
All I want is for you to know that I do love you,
And I hate the unintentional pain I cause you.x

Love rhona.xxxxxxxxxxxxx