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Originally Posted by morsecoded
LOL, what we do for love.  It does seem to be a big deal for them, though that completely baffles me. Still, I don't need to feel it to understand that it's a need for them. (I have issues with just going along sometimes because I did that when I was younger and it just...I don't know, really set my teeth on edge.) Welp, I did get downgraded from partner last night.  I hope things go better for you. |
Downgraded? O_O What does that mean? I'm thinking of computers, and files and hard drives....
I often get really envious how he can just get aroused... *snap* just like that. Like someone posted before, it's so rare to even get to that moment in my brain and body - that when I do get it, I get so anxious and stressed to "keep it" because I know that is something he wants to see.... then it goes away... blah.
But anyway! I'm still struggling to think how to deal with this. I waaant to talk about it to my T but.... this stuff is awkward. to the max.