((( Ebatts ))) I can relate to this very well. I think if you strongly suspect you have this disorder, you owe it to yourself to bring this up in therapy. You might have formed an incorrect conclusion, but why refuse to share your own observations with a trained person who is supposed to be there to help you? I go through this same thing too, "I have it, no I don't, I don't want to risk looking stupid...". In psychological terms, that IS avoidance.